FREE ASSOCIATION WRITING 7/26/02
Hard to believe I wrote this 10 years ago,
and I am still asking myself the same questions.
We are all full of questions that go unanswered. What
are we living for anyway? We are always expecting
something better, something nicer, something more, but
when we get it we do not realize it. We are always so
unsatisfied with everything. No one is ever truly
relaxed or carefree. In the back of their mind is
always something. Something that does not fit,
something does not happen exactly as planned. It is
all so strange. We keep living and keep reminiscing.
Getting sentimental about ten years ago, when 10 years
ago we were remembering ten years before that. We let
things pass by to often. We never can just enjoy. We
as people cannot just chill and not smoke, not drink,
not talk or laugh, it is all-relative. We all need
something that we already have in full; it is just not
labeled for us to realize.
July 26, 2002 12:50 am
